I feel the same way sometimes. I said why my sisters and nephew think this is the best job ever. I complain every day to my husband, he said I know you love driving and I taught this is your dream job like you said. Now I’m having that iffy feeling questioning myself if this is what I really want. I love the driving and everything but I guess when you cannot pick or set your own schedules, that’s when it really gets to you. I ain’t going to lie, I thing most people on this job killing themes to make that money. The taxes they taking from your paychecks are unbelievably ridiculous. I still want to make my own decision on how I work and spend my time on earth. This job is doing great things for people but don’t let them fool you, you have to grind for that money to make sense.